After a few days it was driving me mad and i almost got tricked. i couldn’t use my phone or get online from my new home.
i started to panic.
Now c’mon, our iphones work everywhere, don’t they? Then we also have the choice to turn the cell signal ON, or not, right?
Yesterday it suddenly worked.
Within a few minutes of talking on the speakerphone with the phone next to me (not in my hand) i still get a pounding headache. Every time.
That’s brain damage, folks!
LITERALLY.
You’ve been trained to not see it that way…and not ever imagine this could really happen to you. But i feel it in my bones…and can’t pretend it’s not real…
SO FIRST, ASK A CANARY…
Highly Sensitive People - HSP’s - acutely feel, hear, and smell everything in their environment. They are allergic to scratchy tags and seams. Then there’s the added fact in today’s world that most of us have highly sensitized nervous systems from our body’s constant struggle to rebalance and adapt.
Highly Sensitive People are early warning systems for everyone else, but instead they are generally mocked or ignored. They can certainly be inconvenient guests - and this causes them great anxiety, but they must still try to ask for what they need.
WE ARE ALL UNDER IMMENSE CHRONIC PHYSIOLOGICAL STRESS as our world becomes an increasingly toxic and digitized place to live.
Meanwhile, at my new home, i have hardly been able to communicate at all because my devices simply would not connect. Even at the clubhouse here, where they keep three 5G accounts running.
THREE.
OUCH!
…and all those people just sit around in their homes with the windows closed watching dish tv and scrolling on their cell phones, or else chatter away loudly at the clubhouse with all their phones on, while innocently/ignorantly frying their bodies and brains. Destroying their own immunity and perpetuating their own pain and cognitive decline…
…then doctors get to prescribe more drugs, with corporate rewards attached, and everybody gets to carry on with their ways - doctors not thinking any more, because the financial incentives are so appealing; and patients getting sicker, taking it for granted as “old age”.
…an excellent plan, masterminded by the system - the very “they” that Catherine Austin Fitts calls Mr Global; with all the pharmaceutical companies invested in tracking and over-medicating the entire population to reap profits off the deleterious “side effects” of each scrip.
-Between the Grid of Everything and the shot, how many will die of cancer, neurodegenerative disease, or organ failure?
It’s all a game of wait-and-see.
-How are so many so transfixed that they never put down their devices and rarely leave their homes?
-OMG what a brilliant and tightly orchestrated coup…
The Community Center at our development offers free use of their internet, so i figured perhaps i could work from here, because i’m adding photos and publishing. but here’s the thing:
* anxiety, restlessness, head heat, and stiffness start right away - and i must fight to focus on any task.
That’s brain damage, folks!
Literally.
Studies show most young people can’t be in a fully wired 5-10G radiation field and concentrate at all. i believe everyone’s brain is affected, and digital dementia is very real. Especially with several devices all connected at once (eg: public places), my stream of consciousness is choppy, dull, and interrupted and my physiology gets completely overwhelmed.
i first noticed that in 2010 when i tried rural living for a while; and any days of hours on the computer writing left me chronically exhausted and depressed - empty.
Then in my ministerial work, being inside churches and spiritual centers left my nerves raw and shooting sparks, head pounding.
i could not sit through a whole service, and volunteering was an effort that left me panting, sweaty, palpitating, overstimulated, and depleted the rest of the day.
Public buildings are all completely wired into the Grid. They sizzle and buzz.
So i just have to step out and go bury my face in a tree or bush.
(i guarantee i’ll be out on the trail later on, so the trees can sweep me clean…)
Being forced into this is not ok.
Pulsed electromagnetic frequencies set to disrupt ionic exchange across cells and throughout the brain. Programming to create zombie consumers that respond to orders and never log off. Built-in mind control.
That disruptive energy takes down my body and takes out my brain - i feel my head frying, part by part.
Pulsed frequencies are destructive - not nutritive or regenerative.
I DO NOT CONSENT.
NOR SHOULD YOU!
So anyway, i thought i could catch up a bit in our community center, because i really do love to write, especially for Substack - and because you - we - are such an educated crew of wild misfits and i miss your writing, comments, and how you all stimulate my active mind! Even outside the clubhouse here, i can barely sit still…and my eyes ache halfway through my head.
SO JUST ASK A CANARY, AND LISTEN TO WHAT SHE SAYS.
Today, i’ve been here almost two weeks, and yesterday my phone suddenly got a signal from home, so i milked it and spent about 4 hours catching up.
Pounding hot headache and body-based anxiety with no story. Jumpy. Fidgety. OUCH.
That 4 hours did me in.
My body can’t take those forces.
Neither can yours, dear ones - or those claiming it doesn’t affect them, while they speed along thoroughly surveiled and gridded highways in their metal automobiles with those pods poking out of their heads, all in the name of “connection”, generating radiation while pulling satellite signals in.
FIRST, ASK CANARY…
(or finch, or any tiny bird who can balance on a spiky wire; that requires acute sensory awareness; and their little lungs know a bad thing when it hits)
i left the Bay Area because it smelled bad, it was loud, harsh, and crowded, and beauty there is thoroughly desecrated for cement (and so many other reasons too). The sky there is not big enough for the massive volumes of chemtrail spraying they do, day and night. i reached a point last year where i could no longer look up at the sky because the devastating toxicity violates my spirit and shatters my heart. Blue skies are erased daily as planes fly back and forth, crossing eachother in the air. Meanwhile, white tic-tac-toe boards and long white lines diffuse into nauseating yellow-gray fog cover for as far as you see. The winds pick up. The sun is gone.
There are days there when people’s allergies universally act up, and periods where strange respiratory problems suddenly appear. People en masse feel like they are getting the flu, and it causes them concern. Then, these coughs and stuck congestion hold on and on, becoming asthma and/or a chronic respiratory strain. For some, it becomes a chest cold that never ends. i had an episode last December myself, and it hung on but it never stood a chance. i called on my herbal entourage: Osha root, Lomatium, Agrimony, and a few other plant friends - and let the ionized invaders know they had totally chosen the wrong host.
When i finally did cough it up, the gobs were black and yellow green, sticky and thick. i started wondering about those nano-metals the infamous “they” is spraying, and how thay grow a life of their own inside us…
There is nothing normal - or natural - about any of this.
The grid gives me an unmanageably racing heart and shortness of breath, in addition to physical anxiety, joint and gut pain, headaches, and cognitive collapse.
It’s high time to talk about EMP’s and DEW’s as well - because when you get hit, you spin out.
“They” tried to take me out on the road leaving Santa Cruz back to the Bay last year (2022) - right after my CERT training i will add - but i’ve done extreme mind training through lifelong yogic practice and holistic education, so i used everything i knew to keep me in my lane while the multiple other lanes sped past me on both sides, weaving precariously in and out.
…shaking hard for a few hours afterward - an excellent neurological response to diffuse the trauma of the assault - i struggled alone…
…so i found nobody wants to talk about it, even though they “know” it exists. i thought we were here for eachother, not to dismiss the very issues we say concern us when they are happening all around…
i don’t talk about it much. But here we are together today, and there you go, now you know.
You can argue all you want that i’m making it up…
and i will politely hold my tongue and cap my pen.
Meanwhile i will also resist reminding you (oops, i can’t) that i don’t go to “doctors” (and haven’t for 40 years) nor do i ever take any western drugs.
i eat organic. i’m a regenerative herbalist; bodyworker for pain, trauma, physiology, and natural regeneration; a lifelong yogini (woman yoga devotee); i remediate and enhance my home environment; i’m a Nature-girl; and for me, healing work is a sacred mission of going all the way myself.
Urban living always went completely against my grain…
Through the values and lifestyle i and others like me espouse, all will see it can be done.
The line can be held.
And it must.
We can and we will.
Balance in this crazy world is tenuous at best; and we have no choice but to consistently aim our arrows toward that balance and follow along best we can.
…and hold the faith. The body does know how to reverse anything, regenerate, and heal…
(Yet for too many, that fateful day comes later in life, where NOT practicing conscious health all those years finally takes them down…time does eventually run out…)
JUST ASK A CANARY…
NO i WON’T activate 5G dishes on my little roof above my head - dishes which are miniature radioactive weapons of war.|
NO.
i hold that line, though i apologize we must meet across that veil for now til i figure all this out…i won’t rush into this…
We should never make decisions under rapid-fire high pressure, especially those where we know nothing and are plunging in blind.
Scammers are good at pushing us to this point then stealing money and accounts. But they are not alone. Corporate business and its duplicitous practice of profit first are supreme masters of deception, propelling us swiftly as possible to their end goal: profit above all else and shareholder support.
“TO HELL WITH HEALTH AND THOSE ANNOYING HUMANS; THEY MUST AND WILL BE CULLED” Mr Global cries.
So, as i began to say:
After a few days it was driving me mad and i almost got tricked.
i couldn’t use my phone or get online from my new home.
i almost said yes to a CalNet appointment, until the guy told me wired internet is impossible; and if it could be done, would cost many thousands of dollars.
i don’t believe him. So i’m talking to my smart man-friends, builders and electricians - and taking my time on this decision.
Taking my time, because i really don’t “understand” all those wires weaving in and out of the ground and around the walls -
but i know i don’t like them, and won’t create a microwave oven of my new home.
i’m willing to spend time processing what my friends teach me and making the decision that best fits the integrity of my soul.
i’m no hypocrite. Most important is to walk your talk. That’s integrity.
the integrity of your soul…
We are all forced by alleged modernity to live against our true nature; then you hit an age where the gate comes irrevocably down marking your solid line in the sand.
i claim that age has come for us all.
i repeat:
We should never make decisions under rapid-fire high pressure, especially those where we know nothing and are plunging in blind.
FOR THIS IS HOW WE GIVE OUR POWER AWAY, ONE ACCOUNT AT A TIME.
…what a gullible way to go…
DON’T DO IT. JUST SAY NO.
Have faith in your body and divine connection, whatever form that takes, and cultivate your spiritual force. Then you will touch the power of all Creation through your human form.
WE MAKE LIGHT THROUGH OUR OWN NEUROLOGICAL ACTIVITY, AND THAT LIGHT IS STRONGER THAN THE SATELLITE GRID.
(but only when it’s regularly optimized and tuned.)
Spiritual technology is as old as time, and it’s how ancient cultures evolved and survived. Building spiritual power is at once an energetic and neurological event.
Panic is a completely unproductive state of agitated confusion that feeds Mr Global absolute power over you.
You know you are not “clear”. You feel it. So…
JUST SAY NO.
Stop. Wait. Breathe deeply into your heart. Feel the energy in your body and mind. Connect to your true nature and yank out the radioactive claws of the grid from your body, brain, and being.
Bathe yourself in Nature like your life depends on this, because it does.
Detoxify in whatever ways make sense to you. Hydrate, oxygenate, nourish. Step into your body and move. Find true center again.
Intuitive knowing and inner sensing are a clear message of “YES” in the body; there is no static or doubt.
Without a holy YES spilling through your pores, you are not and can never be free.
Your body speaks the Truth of your Soul. Intuitive knowing is Truth’s voice.
Integrity.
But this will not be easy.
“They” will try to trick you to comply at every turn.
Sadly, most will give in, because inconvenience is too much for them, and the fear of being cut off is so extreme.
That’s part of the ploy as well…
But i’ve had practice - including great difficulty right here making things work well enough to reach YOU at all on this page.
Whether or not i’m “targeted” and “intentionally silenced” no longer matters to me.
What matters is carrying the LIGHT,
because it seems the frequency of our LIGHT - our connecting into the big LIGHT and to eachother - can overpower the grid.
It’s been years of internet and phone static for me, and being unable to connect like it seems everyone else always can.
HOW do you all do it?
Do you stretch your line in the sand? Do you accept 5-10G and let them irradiate you with wireless dishes on your head?
How do real people get connection and refuse self-immolation in the grid?
Showing up as LIGHT is all that matters now.
…and the inner pathway to this LIGHT is paved with neurogenicity - the bursting forth of new brain cells and regions rich with active, growing circuits of connection…right inside our tiny human form!
…this connection stems from the primal sacred design of our neural physiology and regenerative capacity…
…this connection leads to nervous system balance, intuitive knowing, and conscious telepathic communication…
…joining our shared intention together, we unite our (seemingly individual) LIGHTS and generate potent and enormous forcefields that can guide and alter events.
Resonance squared, in a sense.
Global Coherence Initiative research proved this over time - a focused prayer-field disperses and dissolves conflict and the force of war across entire regions of our world.
The LIGHT is inside every one of us, ready to be turned on and powered up.
The LIGHT is how we find eachother now, and how it always was…
This LIGHT is our secret weapon, our magic wand, our hidden tool.
In this LIGHT, connection is never lost; it only increases and expands. The interconnected universe is an endless web of LIGHT.
Now, let’s go outside, feel the sun, and listen to the wind. Let’s breathe in the smell of the brown-red earth, the cliff rock, and the trees. Let’s invite the hummingbirds and butterflies to paint their wisdom in our hair…
Stay true to your soul.
Inconvenience is a passing mood…
I have been thinking about the possible unintended effects of an EMP attack. Granted it could be catastrophic for the human body (or any other species of body), but what if it proved to be beneficial? With all electromagnetic frequencies down, our bodies, our minds might have a chance to lift from this sick heavy fog. Could it be a moment we've been hoping for?
I'm new to your stack and am getting a lot from it already. Also an HSP and have had Morgellons/CDB for over a decade. Though it may be tragic, it's also an amazing journey. It has brought me to God in a way I never dreamed possible.
Thank you and God Bless.
Well yes to all this. I have some thoughts, some of which I could say on a phone call more easily.
Or email. One thing that works for me, and I am highly sensitive is only staying online 15 - 20 minutes at a time. Punctuated by large amounts of nature. Light and dark, holding it all, deeply connected to the earth.